BTL

>>>[I am fed up with it. Wisconsin. Empire of Joy, the dead bird sequel I am grateful for Wisconsin. Without her as a consultant we could never have solved that […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. Why? That it was about her from the beginning makes the answer easier, actually. Easier, but not easier to admit and voice. Why? Kooky […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. So it was clear, whom this was about. E’s&B’s, trickle and grit Still leaves the question: Why?]<

>>>[I am fed up with it. The real question, the one I keep avoiding all this time, is why I am here in the first place. Why I came. Why […]

This is the original list of 100 BTLs that started this particular little obsession of mine, decades(!) ago: Neurodise, Blue Eden Mind Safari, Me Aphrodite X, Beyond Love Vegas, PressureBeautyDesire […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. I have to be really careful with that notion of the desert being imaginary. Courier XOXO, Rooftop 28 In the end, someone is going […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. We don’t talk. I have a hard time deciding whether that’s more a sign of her being really here, or one of her being […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. I can’t get over that dream. When I wake up, I instinctively reach for my chest, searching for the wound. I cannot say whether […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. Two weeks in the desert. Two weeks on chip safari. Two weeks with her. I need a change. Rainbow Pepper, Tracing Lines (Wet Sands) […]

>>>[I am fed up with it. I dreamt that one of those giant scorpions stung me in the heart. I didn’t wake up. Instead I felt how an icy cold […]